Popular vlogger Cushane Carter, also known as CMR, is navigating a tough period in his life, sharing his struggles in a recent vlog titled "How My Days Are Lately." Published Sunday evening, the vlog revealed his emotional journey as he adjusts to being away from his family and copes with personal losses.
“It’s not what I’m used to,” CMR admitted as he described his current reality. He shared that the recent passing of his grandmother, along with other undisclosed challenges, has made some days feel overwhelming. “It’s kinda depressing for me, yuh know, but I’m holding on,” he said, determined to stay strong.
The video also showed glimpses of his day, including a trip to the car wash and the gym. CMR lightened the mood with a humorous comment about his wife, Crissy, and her unique way of cleaning car mirrors, hinting at mutual respect despite the ups and downs in their relationship.
Reflecting on his grandmother’s passing, he revealed uncertainty about attending her funeral in Jamaica, adding another layer of emotional weight.
To connect with his audience, he asked viewers to share their own ways of managing difficult times, as he explores ways to keep his spirits up.
The vlog ended on a hopeful note, with scenes from what appeared to be a church event, where CMR found comfort through faith. Despite his challenges, he remains focused on staying resilient and sharing his journey with his audience.